This Is.

I've been listening to Aslan again, but it sucks because I only have one of their live albums. It's so easy to listen to and it's so mellow. I need to get my hands on more of their albums.

For the plane trip, I've planned to take some paper and pens with me. I want to write while listening to music and seeing if I can come with any kind of inspiration. I also want to get more into writing haikus. I think for every picture I take that I think would be appropriate for a portfolio, it will have an accompanying haiku.

I've been having horrible insomnia. A lot of things are haunting my thoughts and I wish they would stop. A couple of good things though. Keith is (hopefully) going to be in LA sometime this summer. I want to take him to see the Dark Knight and go ice skating. I'm also going to apply for a job at a car dealership.

I'm leaving in a day and I'm still nervous as shit.

A little known fact about myself: I enjoy lying in bed with the phone by my ear and talking until I fall asleep. Just listening to someone else breathe when they're not next to you is completely magical. I used to do it with Dan, but now I don't get to do it.


I ALSO FEEL DISGUSTED. AGAIN.

4AM and DELIVERY?!

I was up last night until 4AM just sitting in front of my computer. No browsing or chatting. Just sitting and thinking about how disgusted I am that I wasted one of the most important years of my life on it.

I also learned today that in the middle east, you can get fast food delivered to your home. Ew.


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